Tuesday, September 14, 2004 New job,new me?!

Gee.. as you know that i have a new job workin as an asst teacher in the kindergaten somewhere in the neighbourhood.. kinda relaxing ok..oklah.. not tat fun but love those kids!!! but to be frank, one thing bout doing this job is that we'll have to go to the toilet like more than 5 times.. in a day there are 3 classes, and for a class, there'll be bout 3-4 toliet breaks... oh my.. let's say bout more than 10 times in the toilet.. gee..To yanie if you are reading this, here are the pics taken during ida's birthday...with hert collegues at rochor..

Ida and collegues




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Sunday, September 12, 2004 BaD & GooD...

Hmm.. I actually work in the morning, then go for band practice and then to ida's b'day chalet at costa sands.. before proceeding there, my sandal slipped off cause my fren step on it.. and i was like screaming.. just dunno wat to do next, wat am i gonne wear now?! Gee..But again luckily darren got a sport shoe in his bag and i was like wearing sofian's sandal and sofian wearing darren's sport shoe.. so it wasn't a bad day after all.. yeah we went to the shalet and it was like.. fun.. saboing ida with cream cake+honey+butter+hershey chocolate syrup.. hahhahha since no flour and butter right, so i make up my own recipe.. hehehhe hope she likes it.. me and sofian was like rubbing on her face.. gosh!! i will also scream if i were in her shoes.. erkk.. my police guys whom she invited.. they were kiuutt!!! ok..oklah..all bikers.. and coincidently i knew her so called boyfriend.. last time..i think back in 1999? yeah..somewhere there la.. hehehe.. we had fun.. me and indra was like having a chicken feast challenge.. we eat up i think bout more than 5 chickens straight.. erkk..it wasn't tat bad somehow.. but yeah.. the whole night was cool.. Btw, once again if you are reading my blog.. Happy 21st B'day Ida!!!

pic taken at ida's birthday chalet

a vogue one..aww i loikee!!



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Saturday, September 11, 2004 I'm FeeLiNg BeTTeR Now,,

Gee.. I'm feeling a bit better now.. after talking to my best frens and also writing my diary few days ago.. actually i really mean it when i wrote it, although I was angry tat time.. sorry for all those vulgarities.. erkk.. for that one i dun mean too.. I mean maybe i just wrote it cause i wasn't really in a good mood.. three days ago had dinner with my collegues at lot 1 pizza hut..i enjoyed myself and we kinda get to know each other better than last time.. gee.. i'll post some pics taken on tat day below..As for today, i'm going to work now, then to band practice and maybe to my fren's b'day at pasir ris chalet. Hmm.. I heard there'll be quite a number of yummy guys from the police force will be comin.. hee hee.. can wash eyes.. oh well..you know i know la.. oklah till here then, get back when I'm home..


some of the collegues working in CBTL
Top: zaid, aidil, erma
Bottom: anuar, amy, me, lasrin



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Sunday, September 05, 2004 GeT A LiFE!!!

Oh come on.. just had a talk with my stepdad.. telling me to plan for my life kinda thin.. mixing with wat kinda friends.. you know wat i mean.. my mom was there too.. i dun mind if he wanna tell me off.. it's ok.. make himself relieved.. I am not, but still, no one bothers anyway.. I know I'm 22.. and to whoever reading this.. yes.. I'm telling everyone that I'm a divorcee... So? I mean I'm getting a life here.. I'm not a person whom got divorced and just hide herself in her room doing nothing!!!! Come on!! Grow up.. I've still got better things to do out here!!! Wat the fuck!! So wat oher people might say bout my status?! I dun give a DAMN!!! Fuck it!!! Yes I have my plans for my future... I will lead my own life sooner or later mybe in a year's time, by then.. i won't cause anymore trouble to my family, espcially my parents... oh well... I'm getting a life here.. and i'm getting old.. Duhhh.. currently I'm working, playing in an orchestra, having lots of friends.. look a divorcee can lead a NORMAL LIFE, mind you!!!!! And that's wat i've been doing now!!!! Just wait and see..hey, I'm not trying to show off or something.. i mean this is my life, and i choose my friends..and they love me..wat more do i need? I dun need to get married and live a fucking life!!!! I dun need a boyfriend who just wanna fuck and play around with my feelings!!! NO!!! I'm just being myself.. whether you like it or not.. I have feelings and this is how I feel... For those whom kinda shocked when you read this.. hey, I'm not lying to anyone.. It's just that I wanna lead a normal life just like everyone else... Wat you wanna say bout me, being a slut or being bitchy(well, I love being bitchy actually..gee) or being indecent.. say watever you wanna say.. I mean make sure you have evidence or otherwise fuck OFF!!! Those whom are close with me knows me better.. Indeed, my close frens are the ones whom give me a new life, makes me happy, makes me laugh..although shit happened to me.. Look I'm controlling my feelings and anger just because of them..I just can't live without them.. especially to yanie and sofian.. thanks for everything.. you are my best pals ever!!!! I love you guys!!!!


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My STrEsS ReLIeVeD

Wat a relief yesterday.. I was enjoying myself the whole day.. Work was fine, there was no breakfast slam or somethin.. then sofian came to my workplace waiting for me... I was kinda shocked when i saw him..then after work he brought me to watch garfield.. It was so funny and cute!!! We met up yanie and my cuz, lydya... for another movie..anaconda!! It was great as well.. So, after the movie, we went out dinner at bugis,, yeah the place again.. the food was still good as before. We rested for a while wondering where to go next.. cause i'm not going home for sure, although i'm still with my coffee bean attire.. hahhahahha..Alright..alright.. we bought some drinks at 7-11, thinkin of chilling at the esplanade, but again.. we left with little time, we had "singapore sling" at one of the pubs somewhere in a hotel nearcity hall.. That was yummy... After that we moved on to some seats near the mrt station so that we could at least catch the last train.. on and on and chatting and drinkin.. i had fun.. although sofian dun drink but.. he had fun as well..i'm so glad my cuz, best fren and my bro getting on so well together.. they are great!! oh ya.. it was already 12am so we proceed to the train..unluckily.. yup we missed the last train.. so we decided to take NR home..walking towards the bus stop..checkin out wat NR to take to proceed to our individual homes.. So.. we tot of chilling for a while again.. we went down to boat quay.. but as we walking down we getting tired..especially me.. still having my cramps.. so tired and a little tipsy i can say.. walking straight towards trhe bus stop and wait for our NRs.. yanie and I took the bus first..sayin goodbye to both of them.. and we sleep throughout the journey to woodlands.. gee.. I reached home bout nearly 2am..my bro's still watchin tv.. so i just bathe and had a chat with one of my fren..till bout 4am i gues.. cause i was asleep halfway thru the chat.. hahhahaha and here i am.. just woke up at this very time..wish could turn back time and enjoy every single moment with them again.....


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Friday, September 03, 2004 Life's FuLL Of SHiT!!

It's my off day today..well, everything was fine at first, till I got kinda a tiff with my parents..It's not tat serious only that parents might be a bit over. Oh well, I skipped my band practice today basically because of this.. and anyway I'm havin my mensuaration cramps.. Gosh.. this week is just not my week.. fucking lame with fucking shit happened!!! i dunno.. sometimes i feel as if i'm just good for nothin?! Oh well..it's just that.. sometimes you can't always be good to people.. It may hit back on you real bad? I've experienced this lots of times.. I dunno.. I feel ashamed of myself for not makin the right decisions.. WHen i started to feel that, I'll go mad, when I am mad, anything can happen.. i mean, I'll start doing foolish things.. or just throw my handphone against the wall kinda thin...Life's unfair..really unfair..furthermore people.. I dunno whether it's just me or other people..I hate myself..and i hate my life..


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